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One Child's
Story
I remember
when it started like it was yesterday: The touch, the feel, the
smell, the sight and sound of those crazy days. Abuse, drugs, alcohol,
poverty and neglect lead to the destruction of my family.
Eventually
the system got involved in our lives, and before we knew it, we
were separated into different homes. It hurt even more to know that
my brothers and sisters were going through the same pain. Everybody
told us it would be a couple of weeks in foster care - but it turned
into months, then years.
Overwhelmed
with depression, loneliness and hopelessness, I started thinking
of suicide as an option. I didn't want to wake up in the morning,
and I was mad at the world.
Then, on a
day much like any other, a new person walked into the lives of my
sister and me. With the constant changing of social workers and
counselors, I didn't know what to expect. This woman introduced
herself as Eileen, a Court Appointed Special Advocate (CASA). I
had never heard of this. She asked us what our interests were, and
we set up a time to meet every week.
As the weeks
went by, we got to know each other by going to the movies or cooking
together. Since she was a piano teacher, she gave us lessons. I
realized that I could talk to her about problems, not only personal
problems, but problems about the homes we lived in. She was our
voice. I started feeling like I wasn't alone, that there was someone
who actually cared abut us.
The truth is
that there are not enough CASAs for every broken child. Not only
did my relationship with my CASA help me grow and prosper; it turned
into a lifelong relationship. She may not have even realized her
impact on my life because she was simply just being a friend. Someone
you can talk to, and someone complete as a person.
Now I'm eighteen,
going to college and have a job, a stage in my life I seriously
believed I would not live to see. I thank God for keeping me strong
and letting me live to see a brighter day. I can't say that I would
take back any part of my life because it has make me the person
I am today. Thank you Eileen for being that someone. And hopefully
someday I'll help someone in my situation see life in a brand new
way.
(Originally
written by Sonia M. Aguilar. Excerpted and reprinted with permission
from the Santa Cruz Sentinel.)
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